Left

With less than a month left before London, there is a lot of catching up to do with the people who have really helped and supported me throughout the past few years. Secondary school people and poly peeps. And I somewhat came to a conclusion that I would not come back for summer break next June, but instead stay in London/ Europe to do some internship/ work to gain more experience and save the money. But till then, I'm not precisely sure of my plans but I guess that's that. 

my second home in my second home (Y)

Past few days, I guess the prospect of this really happening kinda dawn upon me. And I'm having a minor/ major freak-out session within. At least I managed to unleash all that to someone in school, who has been a great influence over the past years. It was an awesome catch up with him, and I have never talked so much for quite a while. I love his office and the many awesome talks we had over the past 3 years. How time flies. I really hope there's a London version of him. I would be very grateful for that. Talked to some other lecturers in school as well, it was lovely seeing them although I pretty much repeated what I said over and over again. 

Man, I really wish I were better with words and more literary. I wish I could make words flow like they do in poetry, with insanely deep meanings. Alas, I have to settle with my poorly expressed broken thoughts and jumbled up feelings.

I need to write more