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Peter & Alice tomorrow! (Y)

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Okay, haven't written about the Olivier Awards a few weeks ago. It was just amazing. Got to walk the red carpet, which was really scary but so so fun. It's like walking with the stars. Managed to take a picture with Gina Beck and Louise Dearman. So happy. So much better than taking a picture outside the Victoria Theatre anytime. Also saw Idina Menzel and Tim Minchin. And the Royal Opera House was just splendid inside and finally heard Michael Ball sing. My ears are so pleased, life complete. Heard Idina Menzel and Matthew Morrison and Tim Minchin sing. Heather Hadley was amazing too. Saw Helen Mirren, Daniel Radcliffe, James Mcavoy from a distance. And really happy that Cats played a bit, love the performances of the different musicals like A Chorus Line and Top Hat. So happy for the experience. So gonna go for next year's one as well. And maybe someday Tony's. Why does Neil Patrick Harris have to host this year : < I wanna be there.

Then, Once last Monday. It was pretty surprising that it was pretty cheap for stalls considering I bought tickets the day before. And it was amazing. It was a really intimate theatre and love how the stage doubles up as a bar during intermission and before the musical started. And the story was just heartbreaking and the songs were amazing. Especially the acapella one. Really love the main dude and lady. It just hits you and so many people cried : < Really wanna watch this again soon. Wish there will be a West End recording soon. It sounds way better than the Broadway one. Maybe because watched it live. Oh wells. 

And the Audience last Thursday. Hah, last week was such a theatre week. Awesome, not that I'm complaining. Had to queue up in the morning from 7 am and sadly didn't get any day seats, only standing ones but it was good enough. Helen Mirren was amazing, she has such a commanding presence it's just wow. This was the first play I watched and I'm starting to understand the allure of plays, although I do miss the sudden bursting out in songs. And got her autograph : > It was different this time as the dude at the stage door asked us to write our names at the back so she could sign it to us. Which I find really sweet and endearing. It's the first autograph signed to me. Happy happy. And she was just sweet when she came out. "Hi there my lovelies!" How adorable.

I think this week is Peter & Alice, which is gonna be fun. We are gonna camp super early. Do it right!

Barcelona

Some pictures from Barcelona over Easter. The Sagrada Familia is just amazing, I'm so happy and satisfied finally visiting it. It's like a dream come true. It's like walking through a forest and the effect of the stained glass is just amazing. The church is just a sight to behold. I can't wait till the church is completed, although it got a little bittersweet. It's already so pretty and amazing as it is now, I wonder if the essence of it will be lost  along the way. But hopefully not!

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The times of welding

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Such a weirdly chilled week. Looking forward to Once on Monday. Awesome.

For Jury

Some drawings from jury yesterday. This feels like an explosion of colors, after going months without much color in any of the drawings. I'm really glad J allowed and encouraged me to go crazy with colors and the drawings, which is fantastic. Love him so much. Then went for dinner with the studio group and it was awesome, really nice to just talk and chill out. And went out for drinks afterwards, hah. It was really nice and  really glad to stay till the end. I wish I went for the party afterwards, it would be so epic but it was Color. But I shall write about it some other time. And Olivier's tomorrow! My new dress came and omg, so excited. Can't. Wait. 

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And so, booked tickets back home for summer. Pretty excited actually, can finally meet up with the usuals, granny and eat as much food as I can. Awesome much. I'm hoping internships will work out. I was pretty bummed booking the flights cos I was still really pinning for P. But mum's really supportive, if get it, just go for it (Y) Some plans for summer have been made - a road trip across Thailand (how cool would that be) and a road trip to Ireland. Finally a road trip, it would be so much fun. This makes me wanna throw everything down and travel around. It would be such a great experience, omg. I don't want the new term to start. It's gonna be crazy and before I know it, it's gonna be summer. I'm happy that summer is coming but I can imagine myself missing studio :< And Mumford & Sons are coming to London in July, why why why. Okay, back to building my weird vault/gym/fast food restaurant. Bring on the colours!

Some pictures from the roll in Palermo. It's been a while since developed any film.

Today is awful. All the rejections is getting to me. I guess it's good to let it out, having held the feelings inside for really long. I don't know how positive/ optimistic I can be any longer. I am hoping that it's the time of the month coming, if not this is gonna be very very scary. Hate it when I sink into this sadness. Gonna write about the Spain trip soon, awesome Gaudi pilgrimage, when I feel happier and other stuff too. Gonna watch some 'happy' movies, I even went to Google what movies to watch when you're sad. Hah, oh wells.